maya's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the battle another layout..do i get bored quick or what? anyways - i also got a new message book or whatever so i u want to leave ur messages please do...... so today i find out my sister isn't coming back after all =( up till now she has been on the waiting list to come back so its highly unlikely that she will so she and john are going to come here in Dec... when i'm not here =( well now that she isn't going to be here - i will most prolly be going back on the 26th of August..which is :) and :( but mostly :) i'm becoming very 'agitated' with my work recently - this past week i have been so..irritated..with...uhm...EVERYONE there at work and i'm looking forward to my 'resignation' next week. That is so like me - i can't stay in one job, place or whatever for too long cause i get bored quickly or something is up... the only thing i find myself being 'constant' with is - well - so far - relations with the opposite sex... meaning a significant other or whatever. So at 15 i had a relation for 3 months and ever since i never thought i could have one longer than that - but was proven wrong at 16 - i dunno what u could call it - i mean it is now a relation - but it hasan't always been constant if u know what i'm saying - but to sum it all - i have been in some other world for 3 years.. the longest place i have lived in is like 5 years - but that was when i was verrrrry young - but maybe the average time is 4 years then i get antsy. uh. what am i talking about? i had another 'orgasmic' dream last night. i woke up looking for 'vibby' but i promised.... later. it was wierd - i dunno why i get those dreams - i mean i don't have my clit pierced like marie does - my dreams must be pretty powerful. anyways - this is prolly one of those dull entries i write. oh well. just to tell y'all i have a new layout [obviously] and a new message book - more to come.. k. 11 PM - August 10th, 2000 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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