maya's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i haev weak tear glands i came back not to long ago for mel's farewell dinner. there was quite a few people there and my parents and i came late to cold food. Well like parents usually do, mine left early - so in a way it was a relief - i could be myself again and not pretend to be proper in front of them..hehe so anyways i gave a short speech at the dinner - nothing planned - but like 2 minutes into it i broke down crying - i dunno why - i mean 6 days after she leaves i'm going to see her ! Oh i get so emotional - i guess when u talk about what a great person she is and how many people will miss her etc..etc.. u start getting too into it thus my weak tear glands. Then ruzian took over and she started rambling on about the BFC hehe... and i composed myself and continued my speech.. heh. So i come back - this kitten is like waiting near my gate - so i take it in - it has a short tail, and its fur is sorta like Jack's [dennis's cat] - anyways - i fed it some beef sausage and now its prolly waiting outside my house =( no no more pets for me - i can't handle losing them...plus i will be leaving in a few days - i don't want to get attached. *sigh* I even wrote my parents a note saying that i fed a kitten some food so it might be waiting outside for me - just to watch out for it and not to run over it or something. I'm just 'good looking out' .. heh.. u know. Speaking of Jack...I spoke with dennis today on the phone :) well as u all very well know - he calls every weekend - so i guess this is just a regular routine - but just cause its a 'regular routine' doesn't mean its not special! wow 6/7 more days to go! I can't wait to see him. Marena is also leaving this next week - a day before me - she's going to temple so we're all going to be fairly near by :) she's thinking about getting a tattoo too so before we both leave - we just might get one! But i'm not shure - if i get one here - dennis won't buy me one there =( and i want him to pay for me..hehe..and get a great big one that cost lots and lots of money! heh. [i'm kidding - but i think it'd have more 'sentiment' doing one with him] ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. I'm going to sleep soon - there's no water in my house! this blows... till then. 2:09 AM - August 20th, 2000 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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