maya's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- girls and girls stuff.. still i have no life and no job - the KLCC job hunt with ruzian didn't happen today - tomorrow perhaps - yeah tomorrow right ruzian? uhm...yes. i'm feeling real rejuvenated right now though. i just excercised 45 minutes from a video and 15 minutes focusing on my chest - no not to make it bigger [i don't think my back could take that..heh] but to make them ..uhm..firmer i guess? after that i took a bath - it was nice and cold..ahh.. now i'm listening to julie ruin while typing out this entry. i feel good right now and after this i'm going to watch Erin Brokovich on VCD. I am still full from yesterday but my stomach is growling - i haven't eaten today but when i'm feeling this good i don't feel like spoiling it with food. hah! I've been 'working out' - excercising whatever it is i do for 9 nine days straight now with the exception of yesterday [sunday] and last saturday - i'm going to have one day of the weekend off though but when i do - like yesterday - i felt reaal lazy so i dunno about that. i think the layout of this page takes forever to load - now i have to figure out a way where the page will load faster - its like the words load faster than the background and i think the background makes it looks cool. I have that picture almost everywhere - its my desk top picture - i even have the original piece up on the wall of my room - its also going to be the background of my soon-to-be-made homepage - am i a little obsessed with this pic? heh. i think the woman on there is err..kinda sexy - heh - i have more women hanging up in my room than i do men - well i think women are much more beautiful then men - i can relate to women - i find certain women with attitude and their own special personality attractive - of course you have the women that almost everyone in this world thinks is good looking - but it takes something else to be attractive. Take Angelina Jolie - maybe its those lips but i think she is *hot* hehehe.... there are a few others but i think almost everyone knows who Angelina Jolie is - i guess all i can say is i worship women - cause i am women - hear me *rrrrr* har har. well looks like i've been rambling off about girls and girlie stuff huh? well hey guess what? i'm a girl - okay women - get it. i got an email this morning from another girl named MAYA who found my diaryland through diaryland. MY name is Maya, actually. It's spelled exactly the same way, too. (Everyone else spells it Mya or Mia.) M-A-Y-A reprezent. Oh i love my name. hahaha. Her last name is similar to mine as well. okay i was thinking this up in the shower today - you know how when you are having like the time of ur life where everything is going right - relationship wise - and you have a few songs that remind u of that time? when you listen to those songs again you feel all good and can't wait to fall in love again? And then you have those times where everything just sux and you listen to certain songs during that time and when you listen to them again in the future you get all depressed and you end up either hating that band who sings whose songs or you hate that song and fall into a state of depression? well i guess what i have to say is - when times are bad - don't listen to any music! or listen to metal cause metal doesn't really make me sad. so right now i'm crossing into the metal stage ... i haven't heard from him in ages - i got him some access #'s so he could call me up here but apparently he hasan't check his email - better get to them soon cause they expire in 60 days - or was it 20..erk.. well i have like 7 more access #'s for him to use but i'll only give it to him once i talk to him. well right now i'm about to give those #'s to like marie or someone else for them to call me up here - is it messed up to think that i'd rather not be with him than be with him - cause now i am all thinking whether he's found some one else or something - at least when he was with someone else - i really didn't have much of a care - less responsibility on me i guess. yeah i guess that is messed up. i hate waiting for his email to pop up in my inbox or like wait to see him online - its wierd how everytime he comes to mind - i get upset - i dunno what it is - anyways enough about that. i'm gonna watch Erin Brokovich now. 01:53:13 - 2000-06-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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